"what if" it's a question a lot of people ask either themself or others around them. it's a question that might affect the choice you are considering to make or had made. but is it really neseccary? yes and no.

What if i tried that new dish? What if i asked that guy out? What if i study economics instead of nursing? What if he left us alone and didn't come back? when these questions fill my head i don't know what to do but stress...  and continue to ask what if to my "what if" questions. So "What ifs" fills itsef with "What ifs" and so on and so on, so why do i ask these "what if" questions? it's because it keeps me thinking before something has happened or already happened. overall it makes me THINK! and like me, a lot of you out there also have this problem of "over-thinking" its when these "what if" questions go out of hand because it the questions was piled up to a point where, the first question wasn't related to the last and thats where the stress begins. So can you seclude yourself from asking the "what if" question? YES, and it would mean not having to deal with all the stress and questions of "what if" and not piling one question to another to ANOTHER.

In the end, everybody ends up asking "what if" because you have to ask "what if" to ask yourself  "what if i never asked what if" lol

This came to my mind the other day, when i was caught in the act of "sighing" than i thought, well when a person "sighs" it means a lot of things there are sighs of boredom, sighs of stress/depression, sighs of tiredness, and most important of all sighs of love =)

this "sighs of love" offend happens when your just sitting there thinking about that special someone, the moments that you spend together, the talks that you have, or the connection you tingled in your heart when you see or miss your certain someone =) but do you have to have a relationship or even know that person for a long time to have these certain "sighs of love"?

I personally think it isn't a factor. lets use an example, if i went to a bar and saw someone thats good looking and just automatically crush on his appearance, i could sigh to that. If i was in class and was attracted to a classmate because of his intelligence, i could sigh to that. Of course you also have to consider the daydreaming part in all of these examples LOL, it doesn't happen out of no where right? and i'm sure everyone has had their daydreaming moments about a certain guy am i right?? But how often does this happen?

my personally experiences in these "sighs" are very low, compared to the other one. Whats your count? Do you actually have to know the person to have a fantasy love sigh about them? Have you ever been caught in action sighing about that special someone?

Most villains are classified as scary, ugly and insane. However, the villain that I am going to describe will look smart, sophisticated and beautiful. My villains’ name is Maya; she is in her mid-twenties and is employed in a large marketing company. Maya is an alpha female of her age and this trait is because of her high position in her company. Maya is 5’7 tall, with brunette colour hair, hazel colour eyes, and reddish-pink kissable lips. Since Maya is an employee of a large marketing company, she is usually dressed in a very sophisticated suit; wearing black leather high heels, with a pair of her favourite pearl set of earrings and necklace. Maya’s favourite colour is navy; therefore you would usually find her dressed in a suit of that colour with a pair of her fameless eye glasses to boost her intellectual image. May is physically fit with a body that would scream “HOT”.  Maya is an American, living in New York City.

Everything about Maya’s outer image would shout out perfect in every human being's set of eyes. However, Maya might look good on the outside, but in the inside... she would amaze you with her insane actions. Maya is trigger to her villainous actions when she notices a male cheating on his female partner. Maya would first attract the male to like her; after succeeding in wooing the guy, she would drug him and take him to a deserted place. The guy would be tied down, raped, and harassed. Maya would then brutally abuse the male until he pleads for his life, than Maya would shoot him in the head, ending his life. Throughout this cycle, everything is done in secret and nobody ever knows about the wooing process. Maya is smart and never leaves any kind of evidence behind therefore, Maya is free to repeat the process again and again and again. !~!

What triggers these massive male murders? Maya’s history affected her mind. When Maya was 5 years old, her father had numerous affairs. Maya’s mother was heartbroken with her husband’s actions. Whenever Maya’s father’s affairs ended, he would come home and abuse her mother. The massive abusive actions lead Maya’s mother to a weak and unhealthy body. One day, the expected happened and Maya’s mother was beaten to death by her horrid father. Maya witnessed her mother’s murder in front of her very own eyes. The numerous beatings and the murder of her mother affected Maya greatly.

Maya grew up to be beautiful women, with an outstanding career. However, her mind will always be mentally unstable. Maya’s murderous acts were never discovered therefore, she is like a walking predator awaiting its prey. We, as society fear Maya because her outer appearance would never make us predict her murderous actions. Society would be blind by Maya’s beauty and intelligent business cover, not a crazy massive male murderer. Don’t ever judge a book by its cover because you never know what to expect.

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a villian that i wanted to share with everyone, enjoy =)

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